Pulchritudinous ;

So long

2007-08-27T01:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO,
and goodbye =]

http://fictionorfake.livejournal.com

WJ!!!!

2007-08-26T02:30:00.000+08:00

Omg i can't tag in ur blog, so ill say here!
I LOVE THE COOKIES AND THE CHARKWAYTEOW YOU COOKED.
Haha the huge cookie looks so out of place, and why are all your cookies diff sizes? Lol, big small fat skinny puny teeny. =D

Ahhhhh.
YOU NEVER BAKE IN SG and you bake in Aus!

I want cookieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
U mean Aus actually sells cockles? Cool.
I thought they were only found in the longkangs in SG =]

Busy Bumble Bee

2007-08-26T02:04:00.000+08:00

Great things will come to those who wait.
=)
YT, that quote is for you.

Anyway, a lil deprived of slp, thanks to my lousy neighbours, and my parents had this talk of grandeur about moving to Bedok Grove which is much nicer and bigger and more spacious, which has a pretty garden and many carpark lots and everything, but in the end decided not to..cos we lack the moneyyyyyyyy.

Hate it how they get my hopes sooooooo high up, only to bring it crashing down -.-
Looks like i'm stuck with the goons..but i guess the good thing is, i still get my prata and miss u cafe and big eatery anytime i want it hah, although Bedok Grove would still be walking distance from Simpang anyways. Warren you live smewhere near there right.

Anddd woke up at 6 to follow my mum to her office to receive some book prize award for Olvl results.
400 kachings! =DD
A lil sad tho, spent abt 1/5 on it on a new Miss Know-it-all shirt (I GOT IT CUCU AND SHARON HAHA) and a pair of havianas, and im gonna get another pair of havianas when the new stock comes out. (thats where my shopping spree comes in with YT, whee)

Ohhh yeah, i just realised today my Sec1/Sec2 classmate's working at one of my fav NUM outlets haha.
I went to Cine's NUM to find the loser series and couldnt find it so i approach this guy(of all guys!) and i asked him and then he smirked and went, "You don't recognize me anymore ah?"
It took me a damn long while to register before i recognized him!
Haha so cool, and it turns out Faris's also in SP, but he's in Triple E so i hardly see him around school aniw.
It was quite funny cos i told him my dad's outside e shop, and he was like "Mr Teo in CINELEISURE?"
-.- Why, my dad cannot be hip meh.
I dunno, but this meeting with an old classmate kinda made me feel nostalgic all over again hah, so yeah, i'm so gonna go back to TK on teacher's day. =)

Mum got another pair of pumps, which means another pair of shoes for me to wear haha, so thats gooood.
Watched Hairspray, which was quite good actually! Although the songs got a bit repetitive after awhile, and then steamboat dinner, followed by The king and I, and then supper at Bras Basah.

Yeah, travelled alot again, from Tuas to Cine to Taka to Beach Road to Esplanade to Bras Basah to home =)
Butttt no calories lost cos my dad did the travelling while we all took the backseat hah.

Anyway, confirm no go for a job for me. =(
Parents want me to clear up study room and bedroom and god knows how many other things, and i tell u by the time i'm done with it, it would be Christmas alrdy.
And i guess i do need to sort out a lot of stuff.

I feel like doing smth different.
See whether i'm gonna have the guts to do it though.
We shall see.

Peeves with the next door

2007-08-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

The one day in the holiday that i would like to sleep in late and enjoy the comfort of home was all destroyed, thanks to my frigging neighbours, who have this habit of renovating their house once every two mths.

Was woken up by the drilling and banging, and omg, it went on for hours and hours, and i think they've only just begun to take a break. The sound was so loud and terrible that i couldn't go back to slp even when i was buried under a 2 pillows, 4 bolsters and 2 comforters.

You know, their stupid habit of renovating frequently actually inspired my dad to take up drilling wood everyday as one of his post-retirement activities just to annoy the neighbours..too bad it hasn't been done. I hope he takes it up soon though, at the rate my neighbours are going, i'm feeling pretty murderous at the moment and i feel like hacking them with whatever they used to create all these noise pollutions.

Fuck now i'm so grumpy and annoyed and deprived of sleep.
And i swear the noise is driving me nuts.
Rah i hate my neighbours.
I hope they accidentally drill themselves and die from excessive bleeding.

TEN

2007-08-24T01:31:00.000+08:00

10 things to do this holiday:
1)Lose 5kg
-Get rollerblades and make it a regular habit to blade
-Keep swimming
-Run if i have to ._. (so dreadin' it...)
2)Watch aloooooooota movies!
3)Meet up with ppl i haven't seen for eons.
4)Catch up on my studies (HAHA)
5)Plus all the little SP activities inbtwn =)
6)Party? (hm)
7)Family bonding, yeappp. (YT SHOPPING SPREE ! POST PRELIMS! =D)
8)Catch up on all lost sleep/books/whatever
9)Time alone to myself
10)Do something fulfilling/meaningful (ideas anybody?)

I think there's a lot more actually, and including the list i made previously..wow. Planning is one thing, getting to do them is another hah.
Let's see how many i'll chalk off this Sep.

Toodlesdoodles. =D

Freedom

2007-08-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRR. =D
The thing is, i don't really feel the difference because to me, exams never really started haha.
But oh well!

Econs was like shit to me, cos i only studied two days before the paper heh, and up till this morning i still wasn't done with unemployment..so yeap, i hope to pass and ill be vv happy =)

Post exam was fun!
Followed Cucu to do some passport renewal thing, then it was Miss Clarity Cafe for lunch!
And to the library for some cheap thrills of gg up and down the elevator and feeling the adrenaline rushing through our veins..yeah we were behaving like lil kids i tell u =D

And alotalotalot of pics that i have to put up, because i have a feeling Sharon will kill me if i delay any further. There are more actually, so Cucu and Sharon, if u want 'em, get them from me personally =D

Now, brace yourselves hah.

Eh somehow i don't think the angelic light above their heads suit them haha. They're too evil to be perceived as angelic bwhaha.

In the lift!

14th storey =D

Cucu the Merlion

Sharon the Merlion

Sharon insisted on this. -.-

UNGLAM 1 (U THREATENING ME? HAHA )

Dinner with family and we brought Popo to watch 881.

Now, what shall i do from now till end of Sep?

Hmmmmmmmmmm. =]

Somehow, the feeling of being so free, leaves me feeling lost.

I'll figure a way out anyway.

Night for now.

So not gonna wait anymore.

2007-08-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

Today's the first day i ACTUALLY studied, out of the last five days hah.
Why didn't i get out of the house so much earlier, damnnnn.

Well, at least i read up till Perfect Competition..
And i got up till tmr to finish my Econs, and ohboy am i in deep shit, because it's gonna be my first time looking at it.
So yeap, a trip down to the library does one wonders, honestly!

Studying with Cucu was productive, up till the pt where we (specifically me) got hungry haha and we went over to Parkway to eat, and that SUAKU who hasn't stepped foot into Parkway before was so amazed by all the shops there ._. Whahaha she was the one behaving very childlike-ly can.
Hahaha. Ok lesson learnt, no getting out of the library until we're done =D

Suntec with Mum and Dad.
Ate alot, shopped for groceries, and i got a pretty watch =]
Been wanting a watch for a really long time, so i'm so happy i got it (:
And i realise how much i really enjoy shopping for groceries with them, we were like comparing the organic food prices and the inorganic and my mum went like, "What's the pt of paying so much more for all these stuff? Popo ate so much rubbish last time and now she's still so healthy"
-.- What a nice way to put it haha.

And then my dad brought me to my fav section of junk food and i happily picked out food and placed it into the trolley without worries of how much it cost (see the joys of being with ~~walking atm machines~~ parents? ) haha, and i dunno, it was just so fun doing grocery shopping with them.

Wonderful evening spent with parents =D

And yes, i'm panicking about my Econs but ill worry about that tmr till Thur.
Rahhh. I need all the luck i can get if i really wanna complete reading up on all the chpts tmr + do at least 1 rev paper.

Deadmeat, i am.

Tag, u're it

2007-08-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Michelle, so here goes..

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
- family and friends to spend my bday with me at my fav places.
-doughnuts!
-icecream
-more food?
haha im a pig.
-i don't know yet, will get back to this when i think about it.

Answer the following questions:
- The person who tagged you is: Michelle

Your relationship with her is:
Friend, classmate =)

Your 5 impressions of her:
Nice, quiet, intriguing, anime fan! (haha), approachable

The most memorable thing he had done for you:
Heh heh, let me think ahhhhhhh.

The most memorable words he had said to you:
You wanted the song stolen from me? Ohmy i don't know you well enough haha

If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
This is wrong on so many counts, but ill make sure you stay faithful hah.

If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
This is tooooo wrong.

If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
I hope not!

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Errr, backstabbing? Although that's most unlikely to happen right =D

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Study your econs, and don't slack like me! Haha

Your overall impression of him/ her is:
Friendly (:

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Hah, i wouldn't know.

The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is /are:
Good listener, i hope (:

On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
Nice to the point of hypocritical

The most ideal person you want to be is:
I dunnooooooooo.

For people that like and care for you, say something to them:
Ahha, you are loved too. (:

Pass this quiz to 10 people...
*whoever i see in my links ahha
1) YT
2) WJ
3) Joyce
4) Syl
5) Mel
6) Cecilia
7) Sharon
8) Gernaine
9) Warren
10) Baolin

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
Herself. Bwhahah.

Is No. 9 a female or male?
Both! Haha. =D

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Haha, if both of them are for homosexuality.

How about No. 8 and 5?
If they are both homosexuals, why not?

What is No.2 studying about?
Psysiotherapy =D

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
A few hrs ago.

What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
I know she likes Mika! =D

Does No. 1 has any siblings?
Nope, she's got me tho =D

Will you woo No. 3?
NO WAY.

How about No. 7?
NooooOOoooOo.

Is No. 4 single?
Haha yes.

What's the surname of No. 5?
Wong

What's the name of No. 10?
Baolin

What's the hobby of No. 4?
Dress-ups, camwhoring...all the bimbotic things, you name it, she does it.

Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
They dont know each other.

Where is No. 2 studying at?
Aus!

Talk something casually about No. 1?
My confidante!

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
Nope

Where does No. 9 live at?
Somewhere in Bedok hah.

What colour does No. 4 likes?
PINK.

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
Dunno each other

Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
My sis think's Sharon's hilarious, does tt count? =D

How do you get to know No. 2?
Through my mum. Oh yeah. -.-

Does No. 1 have any pets?
Fishes (:

Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
HAHAHAHAHHA. =D

Rannnndoooooommm

2007-08-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

Tell me how screwed i am.
Since the last paper, it's been four days.
But nothing's in my head.
NOTHING!

The worst thing is, i WANT to study, but i CANNOT!
I know it's all in the mind, and that i should shut down all forms of distractions if i'm that bent on studying, but i cannot.
Cannot resist the temptations.
I should go to the library and study i think.
I shall do that tmr.

Oh dear.
Cecilia= done with Econs (i bet!)
Sharon= 10 chpts down.

Haha pressure pressure.
It's like im so stressed but i can't bring myself to do anything.
Ugh, battle of the willpower.

Anyway.
It's a stupid day, like the last few days have been.
And to top it off, my mum tells me she's against me working, and that she wants me to focus on my studies..which is true la, but i wanna have the experience..i don't know.
And that wasn't her main reason for me not working.
It's a damn silly reason, and i know i'm gonna get strucked by lightning for just saying that.
I'm so sorry Sharon. =X

Looks like my Sep hols are gonna be too free.
I better find something useful to do.
Maybe i can help Sharon out in someways other than working haha.. since i owe her one!

I was so bored at home i was browsing through everybody's friendster.
And i think i should turn on my anonymity cos Joyce and Mel left me two comments, sounding as though i stalked them whahahahha.

Omg im sucha loser.
Surfing through friendster to kill time when i should be using it to mug.

And Syl's blog abt her Cambridge was soOOooOOOOOooo gorgeous and beautiful.
I hope Europe would be this beautiful!
Oh and i watched this tour to europe on travel and living (yala i know i shld be studyng, shut up) and ohWOW. The little shophouses, the little streets and alleys, the cafes, all so quaint and 19th century and beautiful and nice and simple and ohmy words just don't make up for such a beautiful place.

I wanna go there now!
As much as i love SG, i just feel like getting out sometimes.
Like nowwwwwww.

And YT:
I think it's probably stress from your upcoming prelims and A's, but whatever it is, take care and if you need a listening ear or a presence or anybody, i promise to be here for you! :D Love you bestestestestest cousin.
*hugs

I'm so random today.
Haha.

Oh anyway i feel generous cos i ordered Mcspicy meal and usually im selfish and i would eat the whole meal and not share with anybody, but guess what? I upgraded the meal to a large fries and i gave the whole packet to my Grandma and maid. Haha.
A guide does a good deed a day.

Ok shit, i'm so over that.
Bye.

I think my blogging will only go back to normal after Econ's over hah.
So bear with me for now.

L-o-s-e-r

2007-08-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhh the minute CC showed me this, i was like omgggggggggg so cute! I gotto have my hands on one of them! =D

I mean, i love the fact that these losers relate so well to stupid people now bwahhaha.
So much more personalised heh.

And boy do i know it, this loser series would surely turn into one of those frenzies (Little Miss and Mr Series) where all the imitated tees will pop up in Bugis street and Far East as well =(
So saaaaaaad.
Screw all rippers!

Ohmy, 4 days left to study and i've barely started at all.
I think i'm gg for a morning swim or cycle tomorrow.
Neeeeeeeeeed to work off stubborn fats!

I will survive

2007-08-18T18:01:00.001+08:00

Sister introduced me to this, and it really made me laugh and smile =D

My kinda concert! =]
Loved the Asian guy haha.

TOLD YOU I'M BORED

2007-08-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

You know what's really fun? Typing in all caps, so as i talk: IT WOULD SEEM AS THOUGH I'M SHOUTING. I LIKE THE THOUGHT OF ME SHOUTING IN OTHER'S MINDS. IT MAKES ME FEEL POWERFUL.

HAHA I SHALL TYPE IN CAPS FOR THIS POST SO THAT YOU WOULD WINCE AND FLINCH BECAUSE YOU WOULD THINK THAT I'M SHOUTING AT YOU HAHA.

I'M SO BORED COOPED UP AT HOMEEEEEEEEEE.
ACTUALLY, I'M NOT REALLY BORED, BECAUSE I'M IN NO POSITION TO FEEL BORED BECAUSE I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING BORING, IE STUDYING.

I WANT TO GO OUT OF THE HOUSE.....BUT I CAN'T SINCE I ALRDY DID THAT LAST NIGHT AND I SHOULDN'T DO THAT ANY MORE UNTIL I'M DONE STUDYING.
MY POOR GRANDMA. NOW I KNOW WHY SHE SPENDS 3/4 OF HER DAY SLEEPING. THIS IS SO THAT SHE CAN KILL TIME BECAUSE THERE IS HONESTLY NOTHING ELSE TO DO, BESIDES EATING, AND SHE'S ALRDY TAKING IN TEN TIMES MORE THAN SHE'S PASSING OUT, SO THAT'S A NO NO.

IM SO BOREEEEEED.
I KEEP TALKING ABOUT MY GRANDMA.
YOU KNOW, I REALLY LOVE HER TO BITS.
FOR ALL THE TIMES I COMPLAIN ABOUT HER (WHICH IS EVERYTIME I KNOW, SHUT UP) I STILL LOVE HER COS SHE'S MY GRANDMA AND SHE'S VERY ADORABLE AND NICE AND SUGARY SWEET..AND EVERYTHING THAT MY OTHER GRANDMA ISN'T (OOPS DETECT PREJUDICE HERE)
I JUST WISH THAT SOMETIMES SHE WOULDN'T BE TOO INQUISITIVE OR "HELPFUL" AND DO THINGS THAT I DON'T WANT HER TO DO.
SEE, I HAVE NO LIFE...I DEDICATED A WHOLE PARAGRAPH TO MY POPO!
*CHEERS

I NEED TO GO OUT.
NEED.
IM GOING CRAZY AT HOME.
I WANNA SEE FIREWORKS.

RAHHHH.

HAHA.
I HOPE YOU, WHO'S READING THIS IS WINCING BECAUSE I'M SHOUTING IN YOUR MIND.
SO FUNNYYYY.

THAT FIRST SENTENCE WAS INSPIRED BY ELLEN DEGENERES ANYWAY.
I THINK SHE'S ONE HILARIOUS PERSON.
DID YOU SEE HER AT THE OSCARS? I DON'T KNOW WHY THE CRITICS DIDN'T THINK SHE WAS GOOD, BUT I THINK SHE WAS, SO TO HELL WITH THE CRITICS.

AND JUST SO YOU KNOW, I ALSO ENLARGED THE TEXT AND BOLD IT SO THAT IT WOULD SEEM LIKE I'M REALLY REALLY SCREAMING IN YOUR MINDS. MUAHAHHAHA.

SHIT.
THIS IS THE STUPIDEST BLOG ENTRY EVER.

BYE.

I WANT TO SWING

2007-08-17T17:55:00.000+08:00

I just realised that i have to cancel swinging from my list because i forgot the fact that my playground went through some major change, and there's nothing left except for this stupid futuristic-looking obstacle. Yeah, they demolished my childhood memories for some metallic outofthisworld dumb blue obstacle.

Whatever happened to the classic see-saws, slides, SWINGS? No playground is complete without the swingset. I hate change. Change is always painful.

No swings........ *bawls*

Ok, obviously grouchy and cranky.

Doesn't help that I feel so bored at home staring at my Econs notes.
It's like i know that ill be going out tmr so i shld set my priorities and study my Econs as much as possible, but i just cannot.
My mind just wouldn't concentrate and my attention span is zilch.
All i can think about is sleep, in this wonderful rainy cool weather.

So boreeeed.
It's almost suffocating, this boredom.
Boredy-bored bored.

And my grandma's snooping around the house, for i-have-no-idea what reasons.
I think she's really bored too.
Maybe we should entertain each other.

Cheesy nostalgia

2007-08-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

Love wins. Love always wins.
-Tuesdays with Morrie

PACC down,
Marketing down,
One more to go and i'm free!

Then again, i've been feeling free since a longlong time ago, wayy before exams started heh. So not that much of a difference to me, really.

And WJ passed her Supp paper!
After 6 whole days of agony, seriously!
You totally deserve it =D You must be so high now whahahaha.
And the whole Teo fam's like super happy for you too *hugs

So many things i wanna say,
It's like i'm happy and i'm sad at the same time.
How weird.
Ugh, i think it's the attack of the PMS.

Rush Hour 3 was funnyyyyyy.
Loved it, even though i had to admit some parts were slapstick humour, but overall it really made me laugh.
And the scenes in Paris, just made me wish i could fastforward time to Next feb, so i get to feel Paris in person..and all the other gorgeous beautiful places like Italy! Rome! London!
I cannot wait omg.

Haha school was fun, HOD3 + OK marketing paper + yummy KFC + funny trainride home.
Yeap i agree with you sharon that laughing's not a crime, but it is when you laugh so much to the extent that the whole cabin turns to look at you whahaha.
And stop flipping your hair at me, or i swear ill chop it off one day =D

And WJ just made me realise how crappy this saying really is.
"Success is going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm"
Hah my ass. It's total bullshit.

And i know im being totally random here..but i have a list of things im craving to do..
- staying over at YT's hse and talk to her until the wee hours of the morn, or getting uncle joo to whip up a yummy maggi mee supper / call pizza hut or kfc or macs. i dunno why, but the days when we played maplestory tgt or use each other's msn to talk to other ppl and laugh so loudly until her mummy and papa wake up seems so long ago whahaha. feeling so nostalgic.
- going out to meet Syl and Joyce, and talk to them. haven't seen Syl since she left for cambridge omg! hope u get well too love =D
- cycle, swim, rollerblade, run (yes, even run. im dying to lose some fats)
- curl up in bed for one whole day with a good book and campbell soup
- go to the beach or marina bay there to enjoy the night breeze/sea breeze with a silent companion
- go for prata supper at Simpang with anybody (takers?)
- going to the playground to swing with a silent companion
- rent loads and loads of dvds and crashing Brooks's house to watch them cos his hme theatre is just too damn nice (although this one's not gonna happen anytime soon haha)

I swear i'm gonna do all of the above(except maybe the last) during Sep hols, on top of working.
Time oh time, i need more of you.

Or we can keep chilling like ice cream filling
We can cool in the gang if you'd rather hang
Ain't no thing. I can be lugubrious with you.
I got no ifs ands ors no wits or whats about it
But this place is getting crowded and my house is two blocks away
Or maybe closer..

I would if I could. I'd do most anything spontaneously.
You know I would, if I could. I'll do anything spontaneously.

If you could be nimble, you'd have it simple just like me.
So go on and try it, do not deny yourself your freedom.

2007-08-16T00:56:00.000+08:00

Actually Cucu, u r right.
All my pics are unglam shots anyway.

Spastic ppl hang out tgt too.

2007-08-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

Haha i realise all pics i take are always of me doing some spastic expression.

Stupid Cucu.
She's like talking to herself on msn, and framing me now.
First you framed him, now you frame me.
Haha you watch out, you!
=D

Went to lib to study with the usuals and somehow i took over Cucu's habit of becoming hungry every few hrs.
Rahh i was starving, but we only ate our lunch/dinner at 5pm =)
Stoned awhile at Coffee bean while waiting for mum then Crystal Jade dinner again.
And grocery shopping, and then home.

Did i study much?
Erhehehh.
No.
Im flunking Fom wheeeee.

Oh and i think Cucu's super hilarious today.
Shes the first suaku to talk on HER phone and then ask the person on the line to hang on and then ask me whether i returned her phone alrdy lmao.

Hahahah.
Okay shit, so not the right time to be playing a fool ugh.

Friendster was being a bitch.

Kk, ta for now.

Cucu in her most kuku state

2007-08-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

Framing other ppl for her retardedness!

Hahahaha.
Im desperately praying she doesnt have any unglam photos of meee.

Fat ppl hang out tgt

2007-08-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

JUST READ SOMETHING INTERESTING IN THIS WK'S NEWSWEEK(forced to order it for JC *grumble*):
The list of reasons a person might pack on too much weight is already long: genes, hormone disorders, a couch-potato lifestyle, etc etc. But now add another culprit to the list: FRIENDS.
Obesity spreads through social networks, according to a new study in The New England Journal of Medicine - so if your friends put on weight, you're more likely to put on the pounds too.

Cucu and Sharon.........this would be all your fault haha.
So in that case, Clinton might wanna hang out with us more often, since he's dying to put on more weight right bwhahah.

Haha Cucu cracked me up with her blogpost on her cousin throwing her phone into the pail of water.
So cute lah, that's one of the reasons why i love kids (provided they do not do that to me)
=D

And Sharons being another laughingstock on MSN now whahahah, but i shall not elaborate further because i don't wanna embarrasss her.

Lmao.

Ahhahaha and Joycelyn dont worry, i am nowhere near being conformed.
For one, i had to read subtitles to understand what was going on.

Ohman, ive been staring at my marketing notes for the past..few hours and nothing has been absorbed.
Bahh. I hope tomorrow will be more effective.

AND WELCOME BACK SYLVIANNE DAVAJOTHI! =D
LETS MEET UP SOON PLEASE!

Secrets

2007-08-14T16:04:00.001+08:00

Ok I'm a complete convert for this show.
A reallyreally good show, and you should REALLY go watch it if you haven't, like so many others who have been telling me. =]

So many ppl have been raving about this show so i watched it with damn high expectations, but the whole show just impressed me from the beginning to the end.

Jay Chou is really a musical prodigy.

Haha, i spent two precious hours dedicated to Marketing on this show.
But it was definitely worth it =D

Zonked

2007-08-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

PACC didn't go as badly as i thought it would.
At least ill pass this time =D
Although i pretty much screwed up the 15m qns hah.
Stupid warren, i asked you to tutor me countlessly in the past, and the night before my paper, you dare to suggest to me that we should have revised together. You ass.

Intended to mug at the clubhouse today, but what do you know, we ended up playing HOD3 which is so much cooler than HOD2 whahahha.
And we ate alot too, and specifically *cough cough CUCU haha.
Yeap, real pigs.

Marketing's on Thur.
Arghhhhhhhhhh.
I don't have the mood to study at all.

Ooohhhhhhh and Sharon and i got the job at Gelare.
I can only pray that i can cope with both studies and work, considering i'm pretty much alrdy struggling now due to my procrastination hehs.

Really can't wait for the hols though..so manymany things i really wanna do.
And my mum has agreed to pay for my rollerblades! It's gonna be a bday present from her =D
Fantastic.
I need to lose wt man.
Im taking in more food than im passing out.

Okay, byebye.

WS BDAY

2007-08-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

CHEESE CAKE BOUGHT BY WS HERSELF, AND MY MUM CLAIMED THAT IT WAS A CHEAPO CAKE.

BIRTHDAY GIRL =)

Deleted the picture in the previous post because WJ said it looked disturbing haha. =D
Ohboy, am i screwed for PACC.

Some sisterly love

2007-08-12T15:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY WEISHAN! =D
I'm blessed to have such a fantastic and wonderful sister like you, somebody i don't see very much in the house because of your dedication to your work (hint:QUIT IT!), and yet despite coming home at the wee hours of the morn, despite your exhaustion from lack of sleep, you still so willing put aside your stuff to tutor me, and stay up with me whether im mugging or i just dont wanna sleep, accompanying me to bed even though ure not totally done with your work, and for all the lame jokes you share with me, and all the sisterly things you have done for me, I love you v much! =DDD May you grow sweeter and more beautiful than you already are =)

PS: i really wish your tolerance for the cold would improve though, =] i really like sleeping WITH aircon!

I love birthdays cos we get to eat out..and of course, not forgetting the yummy bday cakes.

So prolly Miss U cafe or Foo house later.

Shit, i'm having one of those moods where i totally don't feel like studying at all.
I haven't studied for today btw.
Hah, deadmeat.

All fun and no work

2007-08-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

For lack of a better pose.

Deaaaaaaaad tired but i'm high, so it's alright =)
Omgosh, today i totally didn't study at all, although i did PLAN to haha.

EC test was full of crap, i can't believe i got the target audience wrong, so yeah, i'm basically *slits throat* screwed.
Rahh, but that's history anyway so hah.

And since Joyce had something on till 5, i went to the clubhouse with Cucu and Sharon with the intention of studying PACC, but we ended up playing House of Dead 2 and later on, Jenga and Monopoly with Edsmond included hahaha. Omggggggggg, we were so high i tell you, we were screaming like nobody's business and auctioning off our items.

Yes, we should really make a date for Minds/Settler's cafes man =D

Then shopping with Joyce!
From Wisma to Far East to Bugis street, i didn't buy anything! Really wanted to get a reallyyyy gorgeous necklace and a nice pair of shorts, but i didn't.
She bought nice skinnies and a red tank top though.
I realise i buy most things when i DONT plan to shop haha.
Joyce: "So how about this, why not we DON'T go shopping next wk!" LOL.

Wish Syl was here shopping with us though! Saw many many things that i'm sure you would like hmm..like this polkadotted dress haha.

Then beancurd supper with Jonng, Kester and Edwin at Aljunied. (yes we travelled a hell lot)
Full of prostitutes lah, and Kester actually flirted with one of them omggggg.
._.

And monopoly at Jon ng's house, again full of laughter and stupidity. Too bad it was a rushed game cos my mum wanted me back before 12 and she didn't allow me to stayover at Joyce's house (im so saddd), so i had to go back, and Joyce treated me to e cab fare(hor!) ! =D

So yeap.
That sums up my day.
I think i exercised alot today, considering how i travelled from Tanah Merah to Dover back to Orchard then to Bugis and then to Aljunied, and finally back to Simpang.
Woah.

Ohoh my mum bought two pairs of pretty pumps! (one white one black)
Hallelujah =]

Ok im in deep shit, i'm behaving like i have no exams next wk!
STUDY DAY TMR, I SWEAR.

2007-08-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

WJ!!!
You went offline so fast =(
Rahhh i wanted to talk to you about alot of things, but i guess it will have to wait till tmr.
Feeling so urgh at the moment and its like i need a pensieve to spill out all my gruesome thoughts.

Anyway, hope you're feeling better..don't worry too much alrighty =D
Anything, i'm just a msg/call/msn away!
Love youuuuuuuuuuuu.
*hugs*

Ohjoy

2007-08-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore! =]
NDP07 was pretty alright, although i fell aslp halfway through.
Ohhh great song this year though..am especially proud that the songwriter came from SP! Cheers to that.

Had initial grand plans to go out with Joycelyn to enjoy the prettypretty fireworks and you know, just chill out till the sun rises the next day and all......
But yes, all destroyed cos i needa stay home to study heh.
Again, not that i'd accomplished much staying home either. =\

But TOMORROW!
Yes Friday, we're so gonna shop till we drop and just hang out till reaaaaaaaaally late. =)

PS SYL! WHEN ARE YOU COMING ONLINE? I NEED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT SOMETHING! =D LET ME KNOW OKAY!!!!!!!!

I swear i'm so screwed for PACC.
I don't understand so many things even though ive practiced so much of it.
Shit man.
Sometimes i wonder whether i made the right decision in choosing Accountancy.
Yes i know, keep practicing and ill get it someday somehow. But sometimes its just so tough, you just feel like giving up. Argh.

Bye.

National Day Eve

2007-08-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

Pretty exhausting day, since ive been out since 8am and i only came home at like 7plus.
Really wanted to watch the 9pm show cos today's episode was supposedly very climatic, but i wouldn't know since i totally zonked out till abt 10plus. ._.

I didn't think today was very productive either sigh.
But i guess i did learn quite a bit during PACC lesson =)

After PACC, it was just pure slacking till National Day Observant Ceremony.
So stupid, we had a wide range of nutritious food to eat, and three of us went to 7-11 to buy CUP NOODLES lol, while Clinton(is that his name?) was smarter and he ate FC 3 food.
Dumb dumb dumb.

Too bad Cecilia couldn't join us cos of her Korean test, hope she did well though (or pass in her case ahahahha (: )
It was not bad, and i guess it was good cos they were practically zoomin through the schedule.
Pictures!

Sharon's favourite picture =] Summer sunshine,
So cool cos they flew a toy helicopter and they hung the SG flag, and they played the POTC song so the atmosphere and everything was quite hyped up. ( kla, lousy cam + lousy photography skills = nothing)

Unicyclist!
Ahha, i thought this was artistic, but Sharon didn't think so. And oh, my chocolate phone fell through the hole in the metal thingy into the longkang. ._.

I panicked, and thank god this nice girl and two nice guys helped me retrieve it.

Yes i know we look like factory workers.
CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Love them! They were sooooo adorable babbling something before they started performing and they were just sooo makes-you-wanna-squeeze-'em cute when they were dancing.

Rahhhhh, so cute cannot tahan. Look, they are so obedient, sitting there waiting to be dismissed. Aww.

Ok I'm done. =)

Toodles you.

Screwed

2007-08-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

I'm infected and i'm sadddddddddd. =(
God knows how many more I've infected, oh man (reaaaaaaally sorry!).
Guess i'm lucky it's only my WLM that's been affected, i hope.
I think part of me's more upset with the fact that I'm reduced to using a pathetic version of MSN that lacks all the pretty emoticons i've collected, especially the hugs one. Ok its a stupid thing to bawl about, but hey, it has got sentimental value to me okay, and now when i wanna hug ppl i have to use like *hugs instead of the cute jump thingy.

Damn, my labtop's barely half a year old and its fucked.

Oh and studying today wasn't productive at all haha.
I spent half the day with music, and the other half stoning.

Nevermind.
Tomorrow will be a better day.

Dashboard Confessional - Stolen

2007-08-07T01:18:00.001+08:00

We watched the season pull up its own stakes,
And catch the last weekend of the last week.
Before the gold and the glamour have been replaced,
Another sun-soaked season fades away.

You have stolen my heart.
You have stolen my heart.

Invitation only grant farewells,
Crash the best one, of the best ones.
Clear liquor and cloudy eye, too early to say goodnight.

You have stolen my heart.
You have stolen my heart.

And from the ballroom floor
We are in celebration,
One good stretch before our hibernation.
Our dreams assured, and we all, we’ll sleep well.

Sleep well, sleep well, sleep well, sleep well.

You have stolen my, you have stolen,
you have stolen my heart.

Watch you spin around in your highest heels,
You are the best one, of the best ones.
We all look like we feel.

You have stolen my, you have stolen my,
You have stolen my heart.

Aww, love the vid. (:

Lovely

2007-08-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

Yummy comfort food just puts a perfect end to another day (:
Popo cooked black chicken soup, and it's absolutely delish; so much better than what you get from outside! Slurped it up like nobody's business.
Guess this is one recipe my grandma's pro at =]

Did i mention i love old people's cooking?
There's just smth in the food that's just different..maybe the love and effort that goes into the food maybe.
Like Ahma's popiah...*drools

Anywayyyyyyyyy,
ITAB test was alright...it was pretty fun actually.
I mean i was quite relaxed doing the test and i even had a few laughs.
And MS word was easier than i expected, other than the stupid Tab thing..
So ill manage a pass this time i hope. (:

After school, i was seized by a sudden urge to watch a horror movie with Cucu and Sharooooooon =D I had to bribe Sharon by paying half her ticket so she could watch "Alone" with us.
Storyline's pretty good, and it's the first time i sat through a movie without burying my head into somebody's arms, cos Cucu and Sharon were equally as frightened hahaha, so i think it was a rather brave attempt!
And there were only 3 other ppl watching besides the 3 of us..so yeah..it was pretty spooky. =)
Disturbia might have been nicer, but i loved this experience aniw.

Then it was back to Dover..YT's house !
Yummyyyyyy pizza and spicy drumlets her mummy ordered to accompany us while we studied, although i didn't accomplish much, and i think i distracted her so i doubt she did much too =X But it was fun righhhhhhhhhhhht =D I promise to bring a box of drumlets for u next time i come hehe.

Guess i did a lot of travelling to and fro today.
But it was a gd day anyway =D

And shucks, party's off cos JOYCELYN POH CANNOT GO! Roaaaaar.
=(

Yeahhhh. Mugging officially starts tmr.

PS: Romantic trip in less than 6 MONTHS! Yayyyy.
And i can decide whether i wanna go there for my honeymoon anot.
Bwahhahahaha.
Ok i know what ure thinking.....
But a girl's allowed to dream, isn't she? (:

Hyper

2007-08-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

ITAB test tmr! *hyperventilates and wheeze *
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE oh PLEASE let me pass this test, i can't afford to fail it because i don't wanna repeat a oxymoronic module like this.

Anywaaaaaaaaaaay,
I'm confirmed going to Europe with the loved ones next Feb!
=D
Yes i know it's like next year, and theres like manymany more months to go, but hey at least it's something to look forward to..
plus..ITS EUROPE OMGGG!

Lovely. (:
But i'm praying that WS will be able to come with us last min, or it just wouldn't be complete rahhh.

Now i'm so hyped up about the trip AND the unconfirmed party, i have absolutely no mood to study ITAB.
Shucks, Priorities WR!

Off to MS word ! (never hated it before now)
G'night,

Camwhorers in us

2007-08-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

SYL THIS FIRST PICTURE IS FOR YOU :

When i'm rich, ill get an imac =D

Well, studying with Joycelyn was fun =D

Although it wasn't as productive as we both wanted it to be ahahah, but i guess reading four chpts of marketing wouldn't have been achievable at home, so i guess it was..good enough yeah. =)

We went crazy at the Pasar Malam looking at all the kind of stuff they sell..which is practically..everything really!

I was telling Joyce that next time my home will be filled with stuff and furniture..all from you-know-where =D I mean, they even sell cars! Its like omgosh.

Went to Centerpoint to meet parents for dinner, THEY wanted to watch Alone and Hostel 1 and 2, and i was like nooooooooooooooooooooo cos i know ill freak.

Poor them, they looked so disappointed ! But im giving them an opportunity to watch it without me, isn't it much better? Hehs.

Oooooooooh and Joyce has me all hyped up about a party at Sentosa.

I only hope it's true! =D

sweetest escape

2007-08-04T02:54:00.000+08:00

my big-ass face squashing 'em out HAAHAA

Joycelyn : please please please take care of yourself. need me anytime, i'll be there, i swear. *bear hug

Syl: i know you're having loads and loads of fun in cambridge. play hard, but study hard as well! =D lovelove too bimbo.

You and I Both

2007-08-04T02:08:00.000+08:00

So high today, and still am, which explains why i'm still up.
Ok i'm waiting for my hair to dry, then i'm off to dreamland.

Was supposed to meet Cucu and Sharon at 830am, but the pig in me woke up at NINE am..so i took a cab to punish myself ( ok i do stupid things ) and it cost me 27 frigging bucks.
Like omg, that's practically one wk's allowance all gone down the drain..all cos of one bloody jam.
=((((((((((((

Oh did i mention, i spent a hell lot of kachings today!
Went to Cine for some family loveee, bought a pretty cardigan that i kept pointing out to sharon in school about ( dont think she rmbs though hehe ), a pretty NUM shirt, and a pretty NUM bag.

Total cost? 129 + 30 + 49.90
U do the Math.

BUT BUT BUT!
I'm sharing all these pretty stuff with my sis, and she bought the NUM bag for me for my bday (which she's gonna use too) so WJ! hahahahaha we bought the bag in the end, the one you tried so hard for me to resist and YT if you're reading this, it's a green colour one. Cine NUM has so much more variety!. ._. And WS loves it too, so it's all worth it right? Right. =)

School was actually fun today, even though there weren't any breaks.
(Well we did give ourselves some inbtwn hahs)
George teo was fantabulous, did i mention?
He's like the best tutor everrrrrrrrrrr. Too bad we only got to see him for like what, three tutorials? =(
Somehow, he brought the class tgt, its like the first time i felt so warm..even though it was just momentary.
But yeah, we got so much to thank him for, seriously.

PLUS the breaks inbtwn lessons which we gave ourselves were greeeeeaaaaaaat.
Cucu and Sharon would know why ahahha.
=D

Yeah, the only reason why i would send myself to CHINA ahahahha.
I really wanna go Finland though =[
Not that i can go aniw but yeah.

Ah okay. Shall shut up for nw.
My hair shld be dry haha.
Night.

2007-08-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

Ugh you're such a fucktard, you should just go shoot yourself.
Why did i not see through you earlier, damn.

Ah fuck, better late than never.

17th (:

2007-08-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE CHEW!

Hope you're having loads of fun at TJC (:

sweet goodbye

2007-08-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

ALL PROJECTS DONE FOR THIS SEMESTER.

=]

And now...
There's examinations to tackle.
Got a loooooooooooong way to go.

PACC, ITAB, ECONS, FOM, EC.

I think George Teo's a supercalifragilisticexpialidociously good tutor. How many tutors can actually engage the students and make them feel involved and keep their attention span in check for two hours straight? Too bad he's only gonna teach us one more time and byebye for us.

Oh and i got a B+ for my CD, considering we all thought we would fail cos we messed up the classroom with all the ketchup. Im so thankful he was so lenient with us. =)

Guess i'm beginning to like poly lecturers more and moreeeeee...especially *cough the good singer. *swoons again

AND CECILIA AND SHARON, i was so not staring at namoo!

Time to look at FOM case study...
and i just realised i got a lot a lot a lot of notes missing.
Aw shucks.
Time to start filing my stuff properly man.

Accomplished

2007-08-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

Yayyyyyyyy!!!!

FINALLY FINISHED THE VIDEO FOR TOMORROW'S FRIGGING CD PROJECT!

Cheers. =D

Can you believe it took me since...4pm this afternoon till now to finally finish it? Yes i'm a noob at video making but i did a decent job, if i do say so myself =] So let me bask in this momentary period of delight (:

Ok now that i'm back to reality.
PACC Tutorial for tomorrow, which i MUST do cos im presenting and i know peanuts about the stupid ledger rah.

Please oh please don't let me repeat any modules this semester.
=(
Worry and stress's bugging me for ITAB and PACC especially.

I ordered Macs to reward myself for doing the vid and for keeping myself going through the night.
Mum refuses to pay though.("You got enough money right, not enough then take from me" )

._.
Thou shalt not share fries with me.

Sillybilly

2007-07-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

Won't be seeing Syl for the next two wks..
Have fun in Cambridge you! (i know you most definitely will)
=)

I overslept, as usual.
Made Joyce wait a looooong time (ahhh sorrryyy =X )
And we rushed off to the airport and we barely had time to exchange more than a few sentences and she was gone!
It was hilarious watching her being the only one with an overweight luggage and she was trying to take out stuff like cup noodles and put it into her handcarry bag, and then her mum whipped out this hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee jewellery box from her luggage and we were like NO wonder its overweight hahahaha. Syl was so sad that she couldn't bring accessories to Cambridge cos her mum confiscated 'em. Sigh, the vanity of that girl.

She was damn happy when Joyce lent her her spare necklace. Haha bimbo.
Ah ill miss her.

Had a damn short breakfast with Joyce and off to school.
Seeing you this sat righhhhhht. =)
Somehow survived through school haha, and i zoomed home to slp.

A lil bit panicky now because i haven't done the vid im supposed to do for CD, and anything at all for Stats and FOM tmr.
Rah.
Next sem i cannot be like this.

But i can't wait for the Sept hols cos its filled up with loads and loads of activities!
Wakeboarding, Cable skiing, Amazing Race, plans to go out, etc etc.
BTW i think Sharon's superrrrrrrrrrrrr funny.
She's the first person i've heard who has tried to learn swimming and FAILED so bad, her coach gave up on her. Hehehehehehe. =D
Nvm, we still won't let you die aniw!

And omgoodness, there's a certain male teacher in school who can sing so well he just makes your heart melts. I was practically swooning with envy when he sang for this random girl in the audience. Seriously, i've never heard any guy sing a birthday song so sweetly before.

Ok i shall stop this.
I think the stress's getting to my head. (dont say, WHAT stress? -.- )
Tata.

Sleeptalking

2007-07-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

Reached home less than an hour ago and i'm so sleepy i can actually fall asleep blogging haha.
Never have i spent so much time in SP before!

Helped out for the SB talent time which involved loads of cutting, stapling, walking and nua-ing around. =]
It was boring but fun, does it make sense?

Aniw, on the MRT Natalie and her friend were the first victims to step into this puddle of vomit that this guy puked on. No wonder there were four seats empty and we were just about to count our good blessings. Knew it was tooooo good to be true ._.

Pretty hilarious watching people get on and rushing to the seats (consequence of kiasu-ness) only to find out in dismay that their soles are filled with puke ugh.
But what was really cute was that this cleaner came on and she mopped the floor for one station and got out at the next station. Proves how efficient our services are.

Aniw, got to stop blabbering.
Deadbeat, and i have two papers + stats tutorial to complete and im getting up at 5am cos im gonna send SYLVIANNE off to Cambridge for two wks and im gonna miss her dearly.

So tired...night ya'll. (:

Happy meeee.

2007-07-29T03:00:00.000+08:00

Its like 3am and i just got home less than two hours ago and i ought to be feeling exhausted but im still feeling hyper from today =D

I'm alwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays hyper when i get to see my loved ones, which i did today!
Met up with Joyce and Syl after a loooong time, and we went to accompany Syl for some grocery shopping for her Cambridge trip next wk, and we had yummy sushi and then we went to MPH cafe to basically camwhore the rest of our time away. Then it was parents-daughter time at Cine; a movie + a delectable dinner at Sakae Tempanyakki.

Tomorrow, study day.

It's like i especially love taking photos with Syl and Joyce cos...like Syl said, even though its mostly unglam shots and it shows our spastic side, it's just the fun in the process of taking them. I dunno...it's like a huge endorphin or smth. And every min spent with them, whether its just eating or studying or stoning or whatever, it's just precious. =]

Did i mention i love Joycelyn's Imac? Heh.

PICTURE TIMEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Aniw, i'm in the center in ALL the pics, cos i was hogging the comp and i was the only one in a camwhoring mood, so brace yourself hahaha.

When Joycelyn went toilet haha

They tried to squash me out of the picture...
and they were successful.

Looooooooooooooong ago, during first formal wear.

Speaking of which, saw some pretty formal wear at Parkway and it's cheap! I'm so gonna get it. I need to stop wearing my sis's clothes.

K, byee.

So many things, so little time

2007-07-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

First, Cooking Mama on DS..
Now on the labtop,
House of Dead 2!

Hell loads of fun i tell you.
Especially when we were in the clubhouse and Sharon and I were screaming our lungs out and poor guy named Laurel had to endure our screamings cos he was sitting directly in front of us hahaha. And next door some club were like screaming their heads off for us to shut up. And Cecilia almost couldn't drag us to FOM cos we were just so hooked on the game. Thanks btw! =D Finally i have something to occupy me when im angry/upset or just plain bored. Heheh. (:

And i've got things to look forward to!
Signed up for Cable skiing and Cable wakeboarding with Cecilia and Sharon.
Sooooo looking forward to it..i'm like practically bouncing thinking of it.
No worries Sharon, we won't let you die from drowning =)

Then there's also the roller blades......Ahhh.

And of course.
Mugging for MSTs.
I think i'm prolly the last person in class now.
I better work my ass off, which i hope to do tmr when i see Joyce and Syl!

Hurrah.=]
I love rainy weathers.
Makes me wanna snuggle up in bed to read until i fall asleep..which was what i did just now lol.

K, night for now!

2007-07-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

Failed PACC by 1 mark.
Actually i'm quite thankful i didn't do any worse lol.
Not that i'm happy with my results of course. It sucks to be honest. I glanced through the average and i was thinking Ms Han must be mad because most ppl still did well. -.-

Anyway, it's time to move on and to work even harder yes?

Watched Simpsons movie with Cecilia and Sharon and the movie was cuteeee =D
Although for most parts it was quite sadistic, and we were eating fried carrot cake in the cinema, while Sharon was slurping her beancurd.
Heh guess we were lucky not to be thrown out of the cinema.

Three weeks to MST.
Three weeks to the end of Semester 1.

Time's passing pretty quick, if you ask me.

Guess i'll be done with Poly much sooner than i think.

NooOoooO

2007-07-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

Fom presentation today, and i think George Teo is like a gazillion times better than Dennis Ng!
At least you don't see him disappearing half way..and he seems to know his stuff damn well.
I guess if we all had him from the start, i think our FOM would be much better really. Ah well, better late than never.

Hoho, PACC papers back tmr.
8 ppl failed apparently..and 1 person did T-account for Balance sheet.
Heh yes i am that one moron. *bangs head on the wall*
I wondered how badly i failed...hmm.
We'll see tmr anyway.

I really miss Syl and Joyce like craaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy.
There's like so much things i wanna say.
Study date this Sat! =]

Ohoh and i'm gonna get a cool pair of roller blades for like..230 bucks.
Yes it is worth every cent cos its supposed to be better than those 300-500 bucks one.
PLUS! Using my own money to buy it will motivate me to exercise regularly right........
I hope so.

Tell me what's there to look forward to from now on.
So boring. But i guess boring's better than hell anyway.

Toodles.

When trust overwhelms stupidity

2007-07-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

I am either too kind or too stupid, as stated by Cecilia.
I would like to think its the former, but i know deep down its the latter.

I pray this wouldn't end up a very expensive lesson.
I did what i did because i trust you.
I believe you wouldn't let me down, right?
Anyway if you do, i'll make sure you end up sorrier than the sorriest ass on this earth.

Gah.
FOM formal presentation tomorrow.
I hope all goes well and smoothly;
Just thinking about it makes me nauseous and jittery.

Arghhhhhh damn.
Life has screwed me up so bad, it can only get better right?

I'm still looking for that silver lining in all those thunderclouds.

Feel like banging my head on the wall.

Slaaaaaaap.

2007-07-23T22:51:00.000+08:00

There's seriously something wrong with me, i just know it.
How can i keep going through every test as though it's nothing and laugh about my mistakes and the fact that i'm probably gonna flunk practically everything?

Being optimistic is one thing. I'm overly optimistic to the point,...it's mental.

What's wrong with me!

This has to stop, pronto.
*slaps myself with a piranha* (MSN version)

Note to self:
Studyyyyyyy.
Stop ponning lessons!!!!!!!!!!
And STOP OVERSLEEPING!

Please just let me pass Econs test today.
I know it was bloody chicken feet to most people..but i'll be happy to pass!
I don't ask for much! (:

Anyway,
Re-reading HP and the DH, settle CD and FOM stuff tmr, meet up with the dearests on Thur night (hopefullyyyyyy), find smth to do on Friday, study with the Loved ones again on Sat (again, hopefullyyyyyyyy), and prolly movie outing with Berlin Julius Mel on Sunday.

Just two damned presentations to be done with, and i'll be at peace.
Can.hardly.wait.
=]

Econooomics

2007-07-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

Uh-oh.
It's 9pm and i have barely studied Econs at all, cos i basically spent the whole day recuperating from ytd.

Did you know..
It's my first time looking at Production and Costs?
Hahahaha.

Hey at least i can find some humour out of this shit.. can you?
=)

I don't wanna fail Econs though! It's probably my best subject at the moment..since the rest are ....pathetic beyond words hehe.

Okok ill tryyyyyyyyyyyyyy to study.
G'night!

Cheers to the Boy Who Lived.

2007-07-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

HARRY POTTER DAY.

Yes i've spent over 12 hours reading the book, and i'm proud to say that i have completed it.
JK Rowling is such a brilliant writer, she's seriously...a legend. To be able to gather billions of people around the world to queue up to 6-10hrs before the release of the final book..its simply phenomenal.

I have no regrets waking up at 3.30am, queue for abt 3 long hours, and sacrificing a day to study econs..cos it's all worth it. The atmosphere was really just magical, and i'm glad i was there to soak in every bit of it.

Honestly, it's really too much for words to express.
So yeah.
I'll leave you to savour every moment of the book for yourself. =)

I'm desperately lacking of sleep, but i'm satisfied and content and awed.

And and,
YT's friends Pin and Gerard are niceeee people!
Nice knowing you guys (:

Heart-wrench

2007-07-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

PACC was a major screw-up, but that's probably the least of my concern right now. I kinda expected this anyway, so i already prepared myself mentally before the paper began..so i know i just have to keep practicing...and yeah, i'll get it someday i'm sure.

Somehow throughout the whole paper, even though i didn't have enough time, i was wishing time could hurry so i could rush over to the airport to see my sis for the last time, cos i won't be seeing her for the next few mths.

I never felt so emotionally drained. It suddenly dawned on me while i was rushing through the stupid crowds and on the MRT, that I was really gonna miss her alot, and there was this tiny part of me wishing she could somehow just stay for one more day or smth.
Dunno why i was so emo today haha.

Anyway WJ, don't worry too much about your paper yup...Just study hard and i'm sure you will do well, like your Massage papers and all =D Remember, you're still one of the smartest and most sensible ppl i know, so have faith in yourself and you will def. overcome this. Looking forward to seeing you v soon! *hugggggggggggggggggg*

Gah. I hate all kinds of farewells, even if it's not a permanent thing. It never fails to get so heart-wrenching every single time. Screw it.

Anyway i had a great time during break "studying" with Cecilia and Sharon at the SB clubhouse. (:
I'll upload the rest of the pics next time.
These pics just made me smile somehow, even though i'm not in the best of my moods.
Cecilia, don't kill me =D

30 DRUMLETS.
1.5L OF PEPSI.

Evidently, three ~~pigs~~girls managed to consume all of that. (: Oh yeah, we're goooooood.

Looking forward to staying over at YT's hse tmr night, and for HP 7th book on Sat. And ill make new friends as well =) Sweet.

Oh and i heard that HP 7th book leaked on to the Net.

I hope i don't hear any spoiler until i'm done with the book. I swear ill get bloody pissed off.. hahaha.

Although i have this huge gut feeling i'm gonna hate this book and the ending.

We'll see. =]

Night for now.

LOVEEEEEE

2007-07-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

It's so heartwarming when people do the littlest things, like msging you to check up on you, to make sure you're ok, or even to just pop up a convo on MSN to see how you're doing.

When your heart is so heavy, when you just feel so bad, when you just need a hug, these small actions from them really brightens up your day, and it's really a god-sent thing that ppl (including myself) always take for granted.

Thank you.
Really.

I love each and everyone all you..for being such great people, whether you're just acquaintances or loved ones.
The fact that you're willing to lift a finger to show your concern just shows how wonderful you all are, and how blessed i am.

=D
To confirm things, I'm a-o-okay, never been better!

Okok back to my PACC.
Stop procrastinating Weirong omgg.

Deadmeat

2007-07-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

PACC test tomorrow.

Can you believe it's my first time doing the tutorials for the chpts that are gonna be coming out tmr.
Don't understand half the terms used in these few chpts.
So dead.

Heh.
At least i'm studying =D

Hope ill pass tomorrow's test..ohnooooo.

My sis's going back tmr.
Funny how time flies when you're really enjoying yourself.
I'm so sad..I think shes been my pillar of strength these past two wks, seriously.
I think i'm gonna collapse when she returns to Adelaide.

Miracles happen, don't they.

2007-07-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

I can't believe i summoned up the guts to do what i just did.
I think i just completely threw away all my pride; that's how pathetic i am.

Anyway, This morning was full of panic and to sum it up, i quote Cecilia, "the huge race against time" haha.

I received a rude shock from my stupidstupid labtop when i opened my document on the train, only to discover that the document i worked on till 3am last night was never saved to begin with. I was so stunned i nearly cried. Imagine, all gone just like that.

Thats why you can't rely on technology for everything..seriously.
I'm sorry for pulling down my group because we handed in the report an hour after the dateline. Im praying that he wouldn't penalise. =X

But i have to admit that it was quite fun ponning ITAB to rush everywhere to print our report haha =]
School was fun today..i actually enjoyed Econs although i couldn understand what was going on..time never passed so fast before!

Haha sitting with Cecilia and Tingting was fun, although Cecilia kept suaning me to go study, and Tingting just kept touching my fats haha. But i really enjoyed the lesson aniw. =D

After sch, went to meet sis at Simpang for TuaKong Meepok/ Kway Teow Beehoon Soup.
Yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy.

My cousin's on a strict diet and hes watching his calories and his weight more than i notice the amount of fat in all the lard in the meepok i ate this afternoon.
Can you imagine, i was happily choosing between the rosemary lamb and the ribeyed steak, and he was wondering which type of fish he shld get, whichever that provides the least fat.
Tell me what's wrong with the picture.

Shit, i think he's gonna get skinnier than me..and hes a guy for pete's sake!
I guess swimming's confirmed this Wed aniw, so i don't feel that bad anymore.

I think Cecilia nagged at me too much lol. It's like after typing that sentence on swimming this Wed, I imagined her telling me to stay home and study.
The hallucinations. Gosh.

Ok ok. Ill go read up now. =) Good girl, i shall be.

Poop

2007-07-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

Omg i'm so stressed i can't even shit properly.

I hate feeling constipated.

When you're gone,

2007-07-15T15:43:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

-Avril Lavigne

Tick tock

2007-07-15T02:14:00.000+08:00

The Simpsons Family newest additions. (:

Let's see..Rotted for about 6 hrs at home, then went out to meet family to see the furniture(yes again!) plus yummy dinner at Suntec, then YT's house for supper plus movie.

Tmr morning roller blading with sis (hopefully ill wake up ) and then dinner with Brooks and his family at Miss U cafe. (thank god no porridge for tmr =D )

Next Fri/Sat, stayover at YT's hse to squeal over the release of the final HP book, and then ill occupy my wkend trying to finish the book.

Oh did i mention that i have CA2 and Semestral exams PLUS presentations within these few wks?

I need time. Desperately.

No sleep for me tonight cos i intend to finish the FOM report. Ah. I guess busy me = no time for imagining stupid things and psychoing myself into depression.

That's good, right?

Right.

Blessed

2007-07-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

Bless this broken road
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

Thank you Marc, for such a beautiful song =D

Girl's day out with Sister, and although i was suffering like hell from two throbbing blisters at my feet, i was still happy =D
Yummy delectable dinner at Crystal Jade + pretty manicure at Heeren.
So pretty i tell you, its a french manicure but instead of the white trim, its silver..so it looks so princessy and everything.
My first time, and i love it!

Ok the pics just doesnt do the nails justice.

I never had such pretty and square nails in my life before..haha.

Sometimes people smile even though they don't mean it not because they are being fake, but because they try to avoid conflicts which could make things ugly. Really, why would anyone wanna suffer under a facade.

What would i do without you all..

2007-07-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

Yes, i know you hate me.
Yes i don't have the guts to talk to you, cos i know you hate me.
But no i don't hate you.

And when the fuck did i gossip about you behind your back.

You have every right to be angry with me for invading your privacy, but i really did it out of concern, and frankly, i never regretted reading it, cos it really helped me understand certain things, and i really wanna talk about them with you, but you don't want to..so i guess that's that.

I know our friendship's gone.

But i'll be here if you need to talk to anybody, that i promise you.
Although i know that the chance is less than unlikely because you're gonna hate me forever.

But yeah.
I won't do anything from now on, cos that's what you want anyway.

Supperrrr.

2007-07-13T01:49:00.000+08:00

Supper with Shanti, Clarisse, Keith and Xiao Wei.
Probably the last time i will see Shan...for the next 6 mths, so i just had to get out of the hse to see her.
Ahhh ill miss her =( So much more than last time, definitely.

The two guys found a wallet which contained 35bucks, an ezlink card, a credit card and some identity card belonging to this 37 yr old guy.

Wanted to eat at Simpang! But XW insisted on this coffee shop opp Joyce's house cos apparently he had to be home by 1030pm, but the dist we took to go here was abt the same as it is to Simpang. ._.

At least i had my teh ping!

Last one was edited in Photoshop CS3.
Wow cool effects of Smudge stick =)
Too bad this thingy is only gonna last 30 days.

I hate flat hair, although its a hell lot more manageable.

Facedown in the dirt

2007-07-12T20:00:00.001+08:00

Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever, you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt, she said,
"This doesn't hurt", she said,
"I finally had enough."

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
it's coming round again.

Currently hooked on this song =]

Mindsets and its perils

2007-07-12T19:42:00.001+08:00

Think i need to listen to the radio more often and ~~download~~buy new cds, cos all the songs im listening to..are all reallyreally old songs.

Half ponned school today.
Not that i wasn't well enough to attend lectures, but my headache caused by my stuffed nose and sore throat just kept me in bed till 12.

Supposed to go to the Doc's, but i'm too lazy to walk there.

Anyway, pigging out day today.
Woke up to the smell of yummy chicken curry cooked by my grandma, plus beehoon she bought, and charsiew and some left over cater food frm last night..how often do i get to eat homecooked food anyway? =)
So ill just indulge myself with some guilt-free sinful food heh.

And with these hazelnut cookies that WJ bought tt really tasted like Ferrero Rochers, i just couldn't stop myself.

Ohman.
I can't help ittttttttttt.
=(

Guess its the first day in a loooooong time i fully stayed at home to do homely stuff.
Was supposed to study, but i couldn't bring myself to do it.
No motivation, or maybe i had no plan whatsoever so i didn't know where to begin.

Ah shit. I don't plan to screw up my CA2 like i did previously.
Help me somebody.

Sometimes i wish i could control my mind and tell it to stop working into overimagination mode. Sometimes i just wanna break down and cave in, and just give in to my wants. I need to start listening to my mind, and not my heart.

It's like, i know it's over, it's..finished, its done.
But you just can't help having this glimmer of hope that things can just go back to the way they were. And i can't bear to kill this hope, cos i feel like it's the only thing that's keeping me going, and keeping me alive.

And i'm still trying to comprehend so many things..and its like, why am i bothering myself with all these when i know i don't have to?

The mind works in funny ways.

Rah.
I think i need to go out and clear my mind.

Shan's going back tomorrow.
I can't believe it.
=(

It can only get better

2007-07-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

I'll let Karma do the work.

My mum was telling me about this guy who became paralysed after a motorcycle incident, and for 21 years he's been handicapped, and now, due to some sores, he had to amputate both of his legs..and yet, though he only has half his body left, his will to live is still as strong as ever.

I feel so bloody ashamed of myself when i heard that.
How people who can barely walk and move by themselves want to live life to the fullest, and me, who just went through some small shits, already think its the end of world.

I was wondering whether people are blessed or cursed to be in this world though, looking at all the shit that happens to everyone everyday.

But I believe I'm a strong girl and I'll get over this.
I did it before, and i'll do it again.
I just need time, and the willpower and faith.

And at least there are still some sweet things in all the horrible rubbish.
So the class may be screwed up and all, with screwed up people who don't give a hoot of whether you're alive or dead, who just doesn't give a fuck. At least there was Cecilia.=]
Thank you sososo much.
Its like i went to school with the mindset of not talking to anybody at all, but i'm so bloody glad i did talk to you..and its like, i felt so much better after talking to you. You're probably the only genuine person i've known so far in Poly. I love you too Cecilia! *bear hug* =]

Anyway, went to Vivo with sis and cousin, and we bonded through HP movie and lunch, and then WJ and i went to Parkway to meet my parents.
Haha my mum was wondering how the hell i managed to withdraw 7bucks frm the ATM, when i used Nets to pay for this thingy worth 7 bucks haha. Ok fine, cheap thrills alright. I just love the adultish feeling of using Nets. Let me just enjoy my thrills while i can.
But considering i only spent the 7 bucks this afternoon and she updated it in the evening, its frigging scary how regular she updates my bk.
I think shes watching me spend my money like a hawk.

I have this sudden urge to do wild things.
Random.

Hmm.
Happy birthday in advance to David and Anyu =)
I bought something kinky for u hehe..but its cute kinky, not sexy kinky, so i hope you will like it.

And i owe David lunch.
Hawker center, shall we? =D

2007-07-11T10:58:00.001+08:00

Just when i thought my life couldn't get any worse, thing's just took a downhill turn and i don't know how much worser things are gonna get.

I hate school, hate my class, hate everybody.
I wished i stayed in TPJC.

God help me.

I don't remember ever feeling as fucked up as I'm feeling now.
I don't know how long it's gonna take for me to feel happy again.

2007-07-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

It hurts so much, i'd rather die.
I can't believe i have to go through this again, just when i thought i had healed.

2007-07-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

I could almost hate you.
Don't you care about me at all.

I think even the most retarded asshole would be sensitive enough to know i'm not ok, but you're just a total blockhead who just doesn't give a shit.

I don't want to do this, but i think i'm going to have to do it anyway.

I had enough.
I don't deserve this from you at all.

Go, me.

2007-07-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

Haha i just made my ATM card today and i was like so hyper and excited about it. =D
Yeah yeah call me a noob or whatever just cos i got it one year later than most ppl, but i don't give a hoot!

I feel like ive achieved a sense of independence u know, like my mum's trusting me with this huge sum of money for the next three mths.

Im thinkin now, its like wayyy impossible to spend all in a matter of three mths..
But...nothing's impossible, so i think im working out a budget hmm.

I feel this sudden urge to want to do well, but the urge to study hasn't arrived yet.
Shit man, aren't they supposed to be simultaneous?

And my sis met HL today for tea hahahhaha.
=] Quite fun really.

I think im seriously a dope.

Anyway,
Im counting my blessings for the good friends i have.
=)
And for the sweetest and bestestbest family anyone could ever ask for.

So ill just tolerate with all this shit with my mind full of the loved ones.
Im pretty sure it will be over before i know it.

2007-07-09T09:16:00.000+08:00

Haha failed ITAB, as expected.
41/100
Hey at least thats not a bad fail, considering that i knew absolutely nothing abt Microsoft Excel.

But looks like i have to put in a whole lot of effort if i don't wanna retain for a crap module like this =x

Went to parkway with Wj and Mum ytd! =D
I think its been a long time since WJ stepped into Marine Parade haha, so we ate a hell lot of popiah + curry puff. Yummy.

Did my hair, had some hair treatment thingy called Magic Straight so now its like damn straight and loads of ppl asked whether i rebonded my hair haha.
But the worst thing about this is that though i alrdy shampooed my hair thoroughly, the ammonia smell is still damn strong and pungent..and my hair feels v flat.
But i guess its a price to pay for neater and softer hair heh =]

Yup.
Boreeed now.
Can't wait for school to end!

Oh shucks and Econs paper back later.
Dead meat.

At least this wk will be better, i can feel it in my bones haha.
Gonna watch HP with my family on Thu!
More family time together..=)
Tata.

2007-07-08T00:32:00.000+08:00

Lmao!

The toilet one's hilarious..

and i like the dog and the zoo one =)

Breathe again

2007-07-07T15:17:00.001+08:00

Been having a few problems lately, with friends, with school..with practically everything. Guess i can only hope it'll get better.

Parents suspecting i've got a bf. They're extremely worried about my results, and i don't wanna make them worry or anything..so looks like i have to study really hard..esp. since im not doing well at all now.

I need to do well.
If there's a reason why i wanna study, it's for them.
I'm not going to let their money go to waste, nor their efforts in transferring me over to a Poly.
I guess even if it means sacrificing time for my friends + outing, im willing to do that.

Quite willing.

Anyway, i hope next wk will be better.
Cos this wk really sucked like shit.

I feel like running now.

Prince of Egypt:

2007-07-07T15:16:00.001+08:00

Beautiful beautiful song, with a beautiful voice to accompany it.

Probably my fav in the Prince of Eygpt =)

2007-07-06T18:05:00.000+08:00

Wish i was supergirl, but i'm not.
Wish i could have all the time in the world to be there for those who need me, but i can't.

I can only say sorry to those whom i've let down.

I feel so fucking bad.
I knew i was running away from the problem, because i didn't know how to face it. I'm sorry if you thought i didn't care, because i did..it's just that i didn't know how to express my concern nor did i know how to help you. But all this doesn't deny the fact that i wasn't there for you when you needed me.

For that, i owe you one.
As a friend, i didn't do my part.
I'm sorry.

I own you or u own me? HAH! =D

2007-07-06T02:07:00.000+08:00

Because you don't care right? Haha alrighty then!

Anyway im fucked for school.
My sense of urgency = zilch.
I mean even when i tried my hardest, i couldn't even get an A for Marketing..or did i not try hard enough?

So maybe that's why i don't bother so much, cos im afraid to be disappointed.
Ok thats complete bullshit..cos if i don't bother at all..let's just say i'm not very smart. =X

But i realise how much i really really wanna go overseas, after i talked to Shan about her experience. I think i need the exposure..and i wanna learn to be on my own.

Guess i have to try harder then. A cert full of Cs aint gonna get me anywhere hm.

Ha, enough about that.

Okay on a brighter note, WJ and Shanti in Singaporeeeee =D
Went for a dinner + supper with Shan recently, and boy am i glad to see her haha. Had a major talking session at Miss U Cafe. I think that's seriously my fav chilling out place. Its like the ambience and everything was perfect..=]

And it also means bonding time with family, cos its really difficult to get the whole complete set tgt, so that's why i treasure times like tonight where i got to eat dinner + supper and movie with all of them. Family loveeee.

So many things i wanna do, so little time.
CA2 in two wks time, and projects are due during that same period.
Yeah.
Screw this term.

Shannnnnnntiiiiiiiiii =D

2007-07-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

Thank you for tonight =]

Buddy since sec 1!

Shanny bunny hahahah.

Ill post up the pic of you peeing if you bully me, muhahaha.

2007-07-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry if you guys feel distant from me..
and maybe its true that I'm not making an effort to call you guys or plan outings, because i haven't got the time to do so..

And it is certainly true that i do want to be happy with everyone and keep everyone happy..doesnt everybody?
But it doesn't mean that i would forgo u guys for anything..because i wouldn't.

I would seriously just drop everything and anything should you guys need me, and i believe i am doing so and im trying hard enough to keep this friendship alive.

I know you guys cannot understand certain actions that're coming from me, and i totally understand why too. But you need to give me the chance to explain why i'm doing what i'm doing.

But sometimes you can't expect me to confide in you and explain every action..cos thats impossible. All im asking for is some patience..and i dont know..faith maybe.

I seriously love you guys.
And it hurts to know that you don't care anymore.
It fucking hurts.

Are you telling me you don't want us to be friends anymore?

Just give me time please. I'll figure a way to make it up somehow.

Hermit

2007-07-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

Isn't she the most beautiful, sweetest thing ever?
Omgoodness i want herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!
She's so damn well-behaved, i didn't hear her make a noise the whole night, and she's v obedient and everything.

My sister and i were mesmerized by her..literally! Sigh.

Anyway..v bored, although i have loads of things to do.. but i can't be bothered by them at the moment so...heres smth i koped from Linette's blog =)

East-West
[X] Changi Airport - study + overseas!(:
[X] Expo - food fair + educational excursion.
[X] Pasir Ris - escape theme park + www + chalets
[X] Tampines - mall + jc
[X] Simei - eastpoint (:
[X] Tanah Merah - shan's hse / simpang bedok
[X] Bedok - interchange to eat + princess theatres
[X] Kembangan - eat
[X] Eunos - eat
[X] Paya Lebar - singapore post for tuition + food!
[X] Aljunied - henry's hse
[X] Kallang - NDP + thinking day
[X] Lavender - make IC
[X] Bugis - shopping =D
[X] City Hall - esplanade + citylink + marina sq + suntec
[X] Raffles Place - shopping?
[ ] Tanjong Pagar -
[ ] Outram Park -
[X] Tiong Bahru - Movie + badminton (yt remember? hehe)
[ ] Redhill -
[X] Queenstown - Labtop shit.
[ ] Commonwealth -
[X] Buona Vista - some guides hike thingy
[X] Dover - SP + Yt's hse! (:
[ ] Clementi -
[X] Jurong East - ice skating hahhs.
[ ] Chinese Garden -
[ ] Lakeside -
[ ] Boon Lay -

North-South
[X] Bukit Batok - Ting ting's hse + westmall =D
[ ] Bukit Gombak -
[ ] Choa Chu Kang -
[ ] Yew Tee -
[X] Kranji - war memorial
[ ] Marsiling -
[X] Woodlands - causeway pt
[ ] Admiralty -
[X] Sembawang - cousin's hse!
[X] Yishun - Crashed YJC hahhs
[ ] Khatib -
[ ] Yio Chu Kang -
[X] Ang Mo Kio - Praying
[X] Bishan - Girl Guides Singapore HQ / J8
[ ] Braddell -
[ ] Toa Payoh -
[ ] Novena -
[X] Newton - newton food center + some hotel there haha
[X] Orchard - duh.
[X] Somerset - cine + heeren!
[X] Dhoby Ghaut - plaza sing + first aid + musuem
[X] Marina Bay - steamboat with Dac02 =D

North-East
[X] Harbourfront - SENTOSA! (:
[X] Chinatown - KTV with sisters haha
[X] Clarke Quay - SINGAPORE RIVER
[X] Little India - primary school trip
[X] Farrer Park - Mustafa
[ ] Boon Keng-
[ ] Potong Pasir -
[X] Serangoon - umm.
[ ] Kovan -
[ ] Hougang -
[ ] Buangkok -
[ ] Sengkang -
[ ] Punggol -

Looks like i'm pretty much a East / Central person hehs.
I nv really venture to other parts of SG.
I need to come out of my shell man haha.

Ah well, ill make sure i'll cover at least the WEST by this year! Yep.

Gdnight.

Pinkk

2007-07-01T01:44:00.000+08:00

First off...
HAPPY SWEET 17TH SYLVIANNE DEVAJOTHI!!
=D

Despite only sharing two years of friendship with you, i'm glad to have a bestie like you and Joyce! Thank you for being such a wonderful wonderful person to be around with, to laugh and feel at ease with, and where i can just be totally comfortable with myself. =] Stay bimbotic, hilarious, and everything sugary!
Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. *hugs*

Today was a hell of a tiring day for me, but a happy one nevertheless! =)

I cycled with Anyu from my home to ECP, and of all days to choose the new but looooong route,
i chose today =X
We rollerbladed a hell lot..nonstop for two hrs, and cycled back to my home, which really sucked most of our energy lol. We were dying so much tt we had to stop at one bus stop to take a breather and continue the horrendous journey home.
But it was fun and i felt totally healthy working out haha. Im looking forward to more of these man. =)
Sorry to Anyu though...for making her late for her meeting!

And then it was off to City hall to meet the girls.

Funny how on our bdays we go to all the unthinkable places.

Joyce's bday : Miss U cafe + playground + ECP + Pasar Malam

Syl's bday this time? NATIONAL MUSUEM OF SINGAPORE.

Omgawd haha.

But it was really fun actually! Loved the four galleries, especially the one dedicated to FOOOOOOD.

You have no idea how hungry we were, so we rushed off to New York New York for a yummy (but damn jelat) dinner.

I'm half wondering whether they will actually go to Pulau Ubin for my 17th HAHA.

Anyway! I'm looking forward to devoting a whole afternoon to queuing up for Donuts at Donut Factory. I've been deprived long enough seriously. We're all planning to bring stuffs to keep ourselves busy for the two long hours of queuing haha. =] Can't wait!

Fantastic day ytd =D

Pics up another time.

Toodles for now,

The Attention-seeker

2007-06-29T02:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wish you'll show a little more concern when you know I'm upset.

Even the littlest actions like a message would brighten up my day, but nothing like these ever comes my way.

Am i asking for too much or what.

In your face!

2007-06-29T00:41:00.000+08:00

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.

You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.

You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking

How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

HA! TOLD YOU GUYS I WAS DESTINED FOR COOKIE MONSTER.
It's okay syl, steal my personality if you want, i nv wanted it anyway!
Hahahahaha.

2007-06-28T19:49:00.001+08:00

Dad to Mum, "Obviously she still doesn't treasure the course she's in now."

Shit.
I am so sorry.

I know my 10% for this term's pretty much...down the drain alrdy..I promise i'll work doubly hard for my CA2 and Semestral exam.

And i'm not one of those who can play their way through school and still do fking well at the end.

Yeah i'll stop playing already.
And i'll go to school on time.

I'll work hard and i'll get Bs and above for every module, including ITAB.

Sudden Cravings

2007-06-28T02:14:00.000+08:00

I feel like dying my hair brown.

OR going a lil wild...like black with purple streaks?

Hmmmmmmm.
In fact, i feel like cutting my hair, although i know ill regret it later on.

And i feel like getting a DS lite, a pair of good rollerskates( no thanks to David!), a pet to keep me company (although sadly i wont be able to dedicate much attention to it so i guess i wont get one), a pretty garden swing i saw the other day(although i dont have a garden but whatever),....and manymany other things that i wanted but i cant think of right now.

Well duh. Its 2am, and i have an exam in abt 7hours time.

Yeah well, ITAB can do weird things to ppls' minds, so that explains everything.
Screw ITAB.

Stpid.

Slaps

2007-06-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

I was late for my test..again!
Omg whatever happened to my sense of urgency and everything?

And i sat through the paper not knowing how to do certain questions..so i'm pretty much gonna flunk this paper.

Oh and ITAB tmr...i'm deadmeat for that too.
Hah.
I need to buck up...biggggg-time.

Today went out with Anyu to TM!
First time in a loooooong time.
Teppanyaki, yum.

And the great sg sale's still on and im quite tempted to buy, but i shall resist temptations.

Photohunt was fun in Sec 4 and im hooked on it again! Ohmy.
Haha okay.
Shit.
Time to get serious..this term's aint gonna be fun at all.

Dreams

2007-06-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

Joycelyn once told me that Jonng talked in his sleep and he HIMSELF knew about it haha.
Today, when i was napping, i was laughing in my sleep and i KNEW about it too.

I dreamt about Joyce and Syl! Haha what a surprise hmm.
And who was being the laughingstock? Syllieeeeeeeeeeeee.
Cant remember what she said that was so funny but i knew Joyce and i were laughing in my dream, so i was chuckling in my slp, and then i got to this semiconscious state when i was about to wake up, and i felt myself smiling.

And im not sure whether sweet dreams have effects on ppl, but it felt like a surge of endorphin went through me. I know i went to slp feeling a lil negative (pms maybe haha,) and i woke up feeling quite at peace and refreshed and most importantly, happy!
So even though both Syl and Joyce didn do anything, they kinda did everything in my mind! Thank youuuuuuuu.

Haha i totally can't wait for Syl's bday this Sat, cos that means ill be meeting my besties! =] Im looking forward to more bimbotic-ness and fun and laughter.

Right, now i'm right smack in the middle of MSTs and im blogging away.
Papers so far...weren't that good.
But i expected it anyways, no thanks to last minute revision, so i kinda deserve it.
Plus i wasn't careful in Econs so i threw away a hell lot of marks.
And i was like..ten minutes late for Stats? And again, i wasn't v careful in reading the qns so i threw away a few marks for that too.

Right at this point, im hoping to at least pass everything first.
I guess this is a wakeup call, it's time i start studying cos this term's just gonna be full of exams and crap. Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Ohoh and i thought about my future route.
First time in my life i sorta have a plan for myself!
Wanna graduate with Diplomas, then head over to Aus to finish my degree in two years, and i'll be done by the time i'm 21 years old.
Not sure whether local unis take about 3-4 yrs, so course fees will be about the same, so although Aus course fees will be about let's say..twice, it will still be twice as fast.

Were telling my parents about it and they were hmmm.
Get your degree first and we'll think about it.

If i do get the opportunity to go overseas, i might be joining WJ in adelaide for one year (her final year) and one year to myself!
Imagine the loads of experience i'm gonna learn...like washing dishes + cooking + cleaning house.
Smth i haven't done since i was born hahah.

Ok spoilt brat i know.
Which is precisely why they should kick my ass to Aus right! =)
I'm so excited about it, when i should be worried about my PACC tmr and ITAB.
I have no intention of being a FMS for ANY modules, especially ITAB.

Byebye =)

Blah

2007-06-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

I didn't mean to put up such a....sexy picture, but i suppose this answers your sotong question Gerard heh. =D

See the resemblance there? Hehehe.

Anywayyyy. OMGawwwwd. MSTs start tmr and instead of studying, im looking for pretty pictures on deviantart to put as my desktop bg. And ytd, the first day i fully stayed at home to mug, i used half the time to stone, dig arnd the hse for food, playing minesweeper with HL so that he would buy me strawberry milkshakes( you owe me two muahahha! ), and even playing Neopets, just cos i REFUSED to touch my books.

Sososososo screeeeewed.

I was looking at the modules i would be taking for the nxt three years and i'm dreading it like hell..it's so dry. Like fundamentals of finance, advanced finance, business law blah blah. How am i gonna survive you tell me. And here i am still struggling to understand even the most fundamental of Econs. Ergh.

Okay. Back to mugging, since i haven't done much for the past..two wks. Tata!

Wakey

2007-06-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

2more days + 3 more hours.
And what have i accomplished?

Zilch.

._.

Looks like i have to mug like hell for the nxt two days!
Nooooo going out until MSTs are over man!

Surf's up was better than i expected, although its another penguin show haha.
I think YT would like it actually! (If u're gonna watch it look out for this baby penguin called Arnold k? )
And HL certainly enjoyed it more than me. Haha he laughed damn loudly in the cinema la.

Okay..too much enjoyment, too little mugging.
Goodluck, me.

I have a hell lot of plans after tests! Can't wait for the week to be overrrrr.

Airport = Love!

2007-06-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

Airport Study + Sakae Sushi with Mel and Marc!

I was late...but Mel was muchmuch later, thanks to her shopping harrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Anyways not that Marc and i accomplished much..we wasted one hour talking to this arrogant guy in Macs, who was bragging about his calibre and wealth and all tt shit. He said ppl who went through the normal routes aka JC ppl won't find success blabla and he was talking about achieving financial success only when you have landed property, and then he went on to say he didn't look down on those living in HDB flats. Ohyeah, the irony.

And soon after that guy left, we were chased out of Macs cos it was peak period. ._. So we went to Starbucks where i did a teenyweeny bit of PACC..and that was it.

Pure fun after that cos we wenna stuff ourselves silly with all the sushi, and then Marc rolled us around on a luggage trolley!

Okay.

At the end of everyday i ask myself the same qns. Why am i not panicking esp since i haven't done anything?!!!?

Stayover + BBQ + Studyyyy

2007-06-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

Ting ting's sleepover was good!
I guess with such great classmates + omgoodness-damn-good homecooked food cooked by TingTing, how could we all nt have a great time?
It was the first time in..4 yrs since i played catching haha..
and now im suffering from body aches all over!
Goes to show how fit i am... =X

And there was the bbq thing i had with some of the TK ppl..haha it was great seeing them after what really seemed like a long time.
At least all of them were still recognizable haha, although some had much longer hair woah.
Is that the new trend or smth?
Food was goooooooood, thanks to Vir's and Shuyi's cooking, and especially thanks to them for buying the groceries and all... =D

Oh today was studyday with HL..or at least we tried =\
I think he was damn nonsense today, and vvvv hilarious lol.
Imagine, talking to himself in the lift.
hahahahahahahhahahahaha.
And i haven't mentioned the shoes incident yet rightttttttttt?
Lol he never fails to make me laugh. =]

Anyway yeah..
Its like half a wk left to Exams and nothing's in my head yet!
Oh mannn.
It's seriously time to get serious.

One week gone

2007-06-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

Wow i didn't think i did anything substancial this week.
I just know i went out a hell lot...and..yeah lol.

Anyways,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
Omg i cannot believe i actually forgot today was Father's day.
I ought to be shot, seriously.
What a terrible ass of a daughter i am!

Gah.
At least i helped him with chores today, like grocery shopping and stuff, so that's good right?
Ok haha, i know im just trying to console myself.
Doesn't make up for the fact that i still forgot the occasion.
Badddd.

Drank a hell lot of caffeine today..no wonder my stomach's feeling all weird and knotted up nw.
I feel highly constipated.

And i really wanted to play the Auto Theft game on the psp HL lent me, but the batt went dead and i couldn't charge it cos i didn't have the universal plug! Omgggg.
I couldn't believe i was actually panicking cos the thing refused to switch on..i thought i spoiled it or smth. Heh, considering i have a knack for spoiling things unintentionally. =X

Ok im just blabbering nonsense.

Hmm.

Tmr's Ting Ting's stayover!
Looking forward to that..
and TK bbq thingy on Tue!

Haha my social life may be good, but my studies omgosh.
Shall study from Wed to Sunday.

Supper time nw!
Byebye.

Airport with Mellie

2007-06-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hell yeah we studied today...

My ass.

Noooo. From tmr onwards, i shall be a good girl and be serious.

Note to self: No camwhoring!

Woopdie-doo

2007-06-13T02:12:00.000+08:00

Yay!
No more filming/acting/in front of a camera+soundmike+all that media thingies anymoreeeee, not for the rest of my life.

Seriously, I'm not cut out for acting, ever.
I can't say an angry "fine!" without looking as though someone just kicked my ass.
But then again..looking at Justin's expressions on cam....Rofl!

We finally finished at...close to 8pm, way beyond our expected time.
But thank you for the Macs treat Joycelyn Pohhhh! =D

So manyyyy people i wanna meet this hols, but it's so difficult to cram everything into just two weeks, especially since we have MSTs right after the term break which means i need to study big-time.
Shucks. =(

And still no shopping spree from my mum!
So far these few days have all been about re-vamping most parts of my home.
Installing air-con in the living room..ohmygoodness i cannot wait to hold all the slpovers i want in comfort!
There's also the new sofa set..new bed..new bolsters...new cutlery..
Going through a new phase in semi-retirement ay?

And speaking of which, my mum's clothes are getting younger and younger.
Today she came to pick me up from the train station and i was gaping at her.
Rusty top and three quarter denims? Woah.
Ha nvm, which means extra clothes for me to wear too right?

Anyway, she promised me shopping tmr, so i'll take her word for it haha.
Esp. since my dad is busy tmr, so it'll just be a girl's day out. (:

Should really get down to my studying pronto.
Nvm, studying at Changi Airport sooooooon!!

I just changed my email, out of boredom and disgust at my old email. (what was wrong with me when i made tt?!!)
the.pipsqueek@gmail.com
Affectionate and personalised, no?
Hah.
Feel like changing the blog layout too..
Maybe i'm just in this whole re-vamping mood thanks to my parents.

Kk.
Gdnight for nw!

110607

2007-06-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

11 June 2007. =]
I feel blessed.

Anywayyyyyy, many pics i've been owing...especially to WJ heehee. =D

MARIE'S BDAY! =)

She was so touched..aww.
MUMMY'S BDAY! <3

RANDOM.
HockLeong's brother? Heh.
*=))))) Pure bliss.

Mameeeeee.

2007-06-11T02:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY MUMMYYYYYY!
=D

Even though we don't show it, we love you from the bottom of our hearts.
Where would we all be, without you? =)

Fantastic career woman, and a wonderful Mum!
The perfect role-model whom we all wanna emulate.

Lesseeeeeeeee.
Parkway = Three-quart pants for me + 1 shorts for her frm Espirit
Different Taste Cafe = Dinner for Uncle + Grandma and maid
Bedok = Deliver Uncle's dinner + buy durian cake
Home = Dinner for grandma + maid
Orchard = Relaxation.

For a birthday girl, it seemed to be a pretty ordinary day for my mum. She did basically everything herself, including buying the bday cake.

Yeah, the rest of us are just spoilt brats who were just sitting in the car and stoning away. =X

Dinner was pretty good, we were served complimentary fruits and one dish that tasted like vadeh (correct sp? ).
Movie at the picturehouse...Hula girls.
Omg the girl is sososososo pretty!

Yup.
Pictures will be up soon, for WJ's sake heh =D

Tmr Ws and Mama's on half day..so shopping with them i hopeeee.
And brunch with HL! =D

And my studies omgoodness.
I better get started soon..or i'll die.
Pressure pressure.

Byenow!

Shopping spree, not.

2007-06-10T02:33:00.000+08:00

I wouldn't say today was bad, since i did have a great time bonding with my parents, but still..it was boring with a capital B.

=(

Some shopping spree it turned out to be!
And worse, it wasn't really family bonding to begin with, cos WS had something on at Sentosa, so it was just me and my parents. =\

Instead of the retail therapy i wanted, all we got were two bolsters, many bedsheets and new cutlery.

Ohhh.
And we watched Men in White.
Stupidest show ever.
The lamest thing i've ever watched, and i was so bored during the show that i started stoning and thinking about other stuff, and planning my activities for the following wk.
And my mum was practically snoring.
Not that she doesn't sleep in almost every show, but yeahhh..just to emphasize my point. =]

That's how bad the show was.
Yup.

Anddddd.
Mummy's bday tmr!
Today actually.
Ahh well.

Dinner on WS!
Hehehe.

Hope i can have a study session ( equivilent to chatting and laughing and alot of nonsense) with Syl and Joyce nxt wk!

The best kind of friend
is the one you could sit on a porch,
and swing with,
never say a word,
and then walk away
feeling like that was the best
conversation you've had.

So true.

Mars and Venus

2007-06-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

Something i took from my cousin's blog.. =)

Comparing men to women...

NICKNAMES -
If Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose go out for lunch,
they will call each other Laura, Suzanne, Debra and
Rose. But if Mike, Charlie, Bob and John go out for a
night, they will affectionately refer to each other as
Fat Boy, Godzilla, PeanutHead and Numb-Nuts.

EATING OUT -
When the bill arrives, Mike, Charlie, Bob and John
will each throw in $20, even though it's only for
$22.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and
none will actually admit they want change back. When
the girls get their bill, out come the pocket
calculators.

MONEY -
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will
pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want.

BATHROOMS -
A man has six items in his bathroom: A toothbrush,
shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from
the Holiday Inn. The average number of items in the
typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be
able to identify most of these items.

RELATIONSHIPS –
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = one night stand
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

ARGUMENTS -
A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a
man says after that is the beginning of a new
argument.

CATS -
Women love cats. Men say they love cats, but when
women aren't looking, men kick cats.

FUTURE -
A woman worries about the future until she gets a
husband. A man never worries about the future until he
gets a wife.

UNDERSTANDING –
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot
and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you
must love her a lot and not try to understand her at
all.

SUCCESS -
A successful man is one who makes more money than his
wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find
such a man.

MARRIAGE -
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he
doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she
won't change and she does.

LIFE EXPECTANCY –
Married men live longer than single men, but married
men are a lot more willing to die.

DRESSING UP -
A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the
plants, empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a
book, get the mail. A man will dress up for weddings
and funerals.

NATURAL -
Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women
somehow deteriorate during the night.

OFFSPRING -
Ah, children! A woman knows all about her children.
She knows about dentist appointments and romances,
best friends and favorite foods and secret fears and
hopes and dreams. A man is vaguely aware of some short
people living in the house.

Haha i thought it was pretty accurate and funny heh.
Anyway, TGIF! =D
It's the holidays..yay.
I suppose it will be one wk of enjoyment and one wk of mugging..yes i know its pretty unbalanced since my studies is like..blah, but ill make it..somehow...i hope.

I was supposed to go Redang Island tmr....
Turns out plane had no more seats, so we aren't going anymore.
No more sand, sea and the sun. Aww. =(

Parents said they'll make it up with shopping sprees though..sounds pretty good to me haha..although i would still choose the beach over the malls.

But seriously! I've been looking forward to this the whole entire week. So i'll just shut up and enjoy this holiday.

What a way to spend Friday haha.
Home with takeaway food + American Pie.
Pretty funny show.

Ohoh and i went YT's house for dinner ytd, cos she was tempting me during CD with omgoodness-yummy fishhead curry, so i zoomed over after sch, and skipped the talk tt i was supposed to attend for 1 cca pt heh. =X

And i watched Death Notes 1 and 2 too.
Fantastic show with a fantastic plot!
Plus L is soso cute with his peculiar behaviour and habits eg, sitting and eating sweet stuff and holding things.
I felt so sad when he died though..
I seriously can't wait for the third show.

Today was a good day btw.
Lessons were pretty slack, and i enjoyed lunch with my class.
Looking forward to the sleepover at Ting Ting's!

Yeah i'm a happy girl today.

Night all.

Counting down

2007-06-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

Two more days!
Yayyyyyyy. =]

Today everyone looked so smart cos all we all had to wear formal wear. Somehow we all just felt so much more grown up and mature haha. Took pics with my grp and a few others, and then i had to rush off.

I felt my grp's FOM presentation was pretty good, if u asked me. =)
I'm hoping that we can score a decent mark, but i guess i can't really get my hopes up yet.

Soooo much to catch up on.
Got a C+ for EC.
So much for a good GPA, i see it going down the drain.

Realised today how much i really miss my sec school life. Or maybe it was just nostalgia setting in.
And i hate to admit this, but i'm missing Joyce and Syl a hell lot.
Like Syl said before( i think? ), it's only with them that i can be myself..in other words, show my true colours. (haha like bimbotic-ness and stupidity) Bah okay just being emo.
But maybe i just need time to settle in as well..so yup.

Watched HL's bball match and had dinner with him, and he sent me home again.
Thank you sososososososo much for being so sweet, cos i know how much it sucks to have to travel from simei back to chua chu kang..=]
And for the pretty wallet too!
A million thank-yous for you : http://www.yonkis.com/mediaflash/unmillon.htm
Haha.

And i know my mood has been rather...horrible this week.
But i know ill get better, not to worry!

PACC tutorial tmr, im thinking of skipping it. Hm.
Yes i think i will.
Hah.
I don't understand anything and i have to present??
Deadmeat.
I'm only turning up for CD and perhaps AGM tmr, thanks to Cecilia for informing me cos im oblivious to everything tt's been happening arnd me =D

Kk night all.

the Forces in my mind..are mine to control.

2007-06-06T00:05:00.000+08:00

Three more days..to Paradise.

Tomorrow will be a better day.
I have to keep telling myself that over and over again.
I guess once it's drilled in, i'll feel better about it.

Hmm.

Formal presentation tmr.
Good luck to me and my stage fright.
So much for taking speech and drama up to Grade 2.
._.

Anticipation for a getaway

2007-06-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

Bad day today.
More for the fact that i was just zonked out and exhausted cos i hit the pillows at 4 plus am, trying to do ITAB, fom report and econs.
Not that i accomplished much though..yeah stupidity and being slow is getting to me again.

Right now, the report's done, except for the advertisers part..and i feel this huge burden being lifted from me.
I know this isn't over though, everyday smth's done, new things just keep coming in. The vicious cycle just keeps going on and on.

I'm so tired.
Slept for the whole afternoon and i was a complete grouch to my grandma.
I know she was just being concerned about me when she offered to heat up food for me and everything..but i just felt she was more of a hindrance than a help.
Feel kinda bad now..but i just couldn't help it when my spirits were in the dumps.
Ya so i ought to be shot too hm.

I'll be glad when the presentation's over.
Heck, i'll be glad when this wk's over.

=(

Being Random

2007-06-03T17:56:00.000+08:00

Parents have been dating alooooooot lately, since my dad's retirement.
And they have no curfew man, coming home at 3am-6am lol.
So sweet though, that's what i like about them...being young at heart hehs. =D
I can only hope that my future love life will be as sweet and as loving as theirs!

Anyways, Two weeks hols..in 1 wk's time!
You have no idea how much i'm looking forward to it. School is seriously killing me and i can't seem to focus.
And it's not as though i'm trying hard also, so that pretty much sucks. =X

Hmm.
Acted for Joycelyn ytd.
I was hyperventilating and i desperately wanted to back out so i was bribing her with all sorts of nonsense, but she wouldn't relent. ._.
So yeah, why did i agree in the first place!! Until now, i still dont understand why i did haha.

And FOM presentation this Wed!
Omgosh, my grp isn't even halfway done.
I don't even know how to do the report man..shucks.

Byebye for now.

Vesak day

2007-06-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

Vesak day was..priceless.

Need i say more?

So yeah..back to reality.
FOM project due on Wed, Filming tmr for Joyce (screeeeew me, why did i agreeeee hahaha=] ), Adventure camp undecided, Exams in wk 11/12, Holidays undecided, etc etc.

On top of that, i don't know where we stand either.

Yeah...
Im sleepy.

Pictures

2007-06-02T00:18:00.000+08:00

BAOLIN'S BDAY
CLASS STEAMBOAT DINNER

CELEBRAL PALSY HOME

Endless uncertainties

2007-06-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hello you..

Going private for awhile..
Will still update, whether often or occasionally, im not sure..so yup.

I know you'll miss me.
=)

Ok joke, of course you wont.

Bye for now!

Breatheeee.

2007-05-31T02:18:00.000+08:00

So much's been going on, that i haven't got time to sit and down and take a breather.

There was the steamboat dinner i had with my class, which was really fun..although i scalded my hand =\
And there was the meet up with Julius and Mel! Haha I miss them and Berlin and Marc and Daniel.....(yes i conveniently forgot to mention Joshua hehs.)
And..today! Went out with my Pri Sch besties..awww =D

Oohh i got the pics, and ill put it up soon =]

And Joyce's being quite funny for once, although yes, i think tt part of her entry was rather controversial.
Haha. "Happy Vesak Day, Berdie!"
First time somebody wished that.
Stupid Poh.
Omg, filming on Sat. I feel so jittery and my stomach's churning at the thought of it. I have this badbad feeling im gonna screw it up sooo bad. =X

Ah well.
Ill be glad for the hol tmr!
Shrek 3 with Hockleong =]

And then there's formal presentation nxt wk, so we'll all have to turn up in formal wear..hmm. Pretty cool, when you actually think about it.
Guess ill turn up in one of my sis's work clothes, since i can't really find anything out there that suits me AND my budget muahahha.

But there's still the report to be done, so its a must that i finish it tmr.
And omg, exams after June hols...sigh.
Stress stress stress.

Ok.
2am here.
Off to bed..night all!

itab screweeed

2007-05-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

Haven't touched my ITAB at all, realised i dont give a hoot about Microsoft Excel although realization will hit me soon that it's actually v impt and if i dont wanna retain for a shitty module like this, i shouldn't be slacking at a crucial time like this and i should be doing my training thingy instead of blogging .

BUT.
I ain't gonna do it anyways, cos i still think its stupid.

The crap modules they come up with, seriously!
._.

But oh well, we can do data entry as our vacation jobs ay?
Seems to be the only useful skill tt came out of it.

And i hate Stats.
Blooooooody Statistics.
Really, all the standard deviation and variance and all those stats-cheem-terms are driving me up the wall. I feel like vomitting blood thinking about it.

GRRRRRh.

Ok calm down.
I just have to remember, good kachings will come out of this.
$.$

Enough ranting for one night.